Hey Brilliant,
Its already 2022, ingat lagi dulu masa nak masuk 2021... telling myself that aku takkan sambut apa-apa special occassion like my birthday, raya ect but end up Tuhan kurniakan sekeliling yang would make me celebrate it... Even I would celebrate it myself as an example when I got a good result I would make sure I give something for myself as a reward for my hard work... Every single thing I make sure to make is a memory. This year... new age new year new me... insyaAllah... Trying to be a better person but yeah I don't know I can make it or not. But always pray for myself to be better every single day. Eventho sometimes ada je benda yang menyebalkan dari si nenek sihir tu... hahahahahhahha as in tadi laa ada benda ehhh kerjanya nak mengungkit je... bole mati kot kalau tak mengungkit.. eh jap bukan tadi nak jadi better person ke? ni dah kenapa duk mengutuk pulak? hahahahaha si nenek sihir pulak tu kau kutuk... tempah neraka sungguh! BTW tak tau la ni new resolution ke hape tapi yeah aku try nak lupakan my feeling towards him... HIM yeahhh him... Entah la, ni kali ke berapa entah duk nak move on tapi tak boleh... But right now kena make sure boleh jugak. Sampai bila kau nak tahan hati... nak-nak dengan insiden baru-baru ni... sanggup ke kau nak malu kemudian hari? ofc la tak kan so better move on je dari end up diri kau yang tak betul macam yang lepas. Biarlah sakit sekarang dari nanti.
Oke-oke sekarang ni akuuuuuu dah freeeeee like I'm no longer a student... tapi teringin sebenarnya nak sambung master buuuuuuuttttt nak cari kerja dulu, nak settlekan segala hutang yang ada then nak sambung master... Right now aku rasa marry is not my priorities, so I better stick with this plan... Find a job → make myself stable → master... It should be easy since im alone... InsyaAllah I will make this plan become reality... so that all for now... see yalls in next entry or maybe I should say next year?! hahahahhaha InsyaAllah panjang umur jumpa lagi..chow xoxo😉
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